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subhanallah alhamdulillah allahuakbar..

bismillah..fuhh fuhh it's been long since my previous post.

Well, im not gonna lie that i will only post something up when im feeling a little bit down..owh, maybe not so little. Seeee, i wasnt down for a long time, this current down-feeling is massive!

i wanna talk about it here.. but there's no word that i could use to describe it.. Ya Rabb, it hurts me..
Allah is the Most Merciful..Hasbunallah wa ni'mal wakil..

i just wanna forget everything for a second :(

weeee~

Pekan Tarbiyah :)

di sana, ak bertemu seorang akhawat..serupa kamu.

cara pakainya, tutur katanya..sama.

saling tak tumpah.

rindu ;')

Milson Point- 1st Dec 2011

p/s: dia pun penggeli jugak hehe

trust

bila dah tak tsiqah, apa pun tak jadi :(

betullah, it takes years to build, a second to break and a life-time to fix. kalaulah it can be fixed.


p/s:

2weeks before the practicum end. insyaAllah will be having the last observation on this wednesday. pray for me  people :)..
life as a student will be back very sooon..

Hati

ada yang bertanya "bukankah syaitan terusir dengan zikir? ku lazimkan berwirid namun masih terasa hadir.." Jawab Al-Ghazali, "kau bisa menghalau anjing tapi ia akan tetap datang jika ada aroma tulang. Walau zikir tidak henti, syaitan akan tetap datang kembali selama hati kotor dan dengki.."

susah kan nak jaga hati? huhu
susah tak susah, kena jugak jaga! yeahh!

School mode: off

i know that ive been bragging about how calm i was for the prac two weeks ago. but things do not seem to fall into places today. everything seems so wrong! i never had this kind of heavy feelings about going to school...until today. i was really really hard on myself. i woke up early but i decided to not just really wake up until it was quite late. i prepared the lesson half heartedly and im really in the mood of raya still. i miss home. after 2 years been away for raya, this is supposed to be the time. i need a longer hols. kbye. whining. the main thing is, the class was a disaster just now. i need to start up my engine fast. tmrw and the next day got observation.


Ya Allah, keep me calm and cool and stay positive and kind and nice and not a hypocrite and a lover.
Ya Allah, pls help me and my friends esp the one who texted me just now for she is having the same problem as mine. Keep the students and us cool :D

because im a teacher the painter, the students are my canvas. once painted, no matter how hard you try to clean it, there are still gonna leave some stains on it. be good syamim. gambatte!

Ruuuu

tonite's post is dedicated to my rumet :)

dear rumet, it's always a pleasure to see you doing so well in ur prac. i dont know whether you even realise it or not, but you seem to enjoy doing all these prac stuffs more than you think, perhaps. you're singing at 1 am while doing the lesson plan, isnt it a good sign, rite?

i remember before we started the prac, we promised to be strong and keep calm through the prac. and yeah! we did it. it has just been a month of prac but i think we went through a lot of things, kan..

but, this Ramadhan, my double pleasure to see you is when i woke up in the middle of night just to see you were praying, im not sure, guess it gotta be tahajud. then, to see you did dhuha prayer, lots of quran recitation, it really touched me.

just wanna say, im proud of you. and i pray to Allah, to keep you in company and make you a strong girl and to keep istiqamah in whatever good things you're doing.

p/s: cicak cicak cicak :P

owh esok sekolah, skolah, nite2 penang.

malam Ramadhan 24..