auta bukan fakta

assalamualaikum!!!

have u guys ever seen dis, time g kenduri lah besenyer..

to avoid hujan, they did these -->

baling kaen luar umah

tp xtau lah kene baling kaen yg cane,

kene baling kaen mahal kut bru efek sket..

smakin mahal kaen yg dibaling a.k.a sutere ke..semakin hujan tanak turun.

ye ke?? heheh.

or

rebus lesung batu!!

they put a lesung batu and water into a big pot, then boil it..

dah tuh, rase nye boley pecah bkerak2 lesung tu hah sbb lame sgt merebus..haihh

siap kene refill2 air lagi tuh..

*tapi ujan makin lebat adelah..hahahha

xpaham lah nape ade petua2 yg pelik cemnie..

haruskah kita pecaye??

dun ask me, i really have no idea bout dis stuff.. =P

p/s: mimpi mlam tadi mmg menyampahkan..xpatut btol! it was a nitemare!!

ade sesape pandai tafsir mimpi?? XP

bila saiz kaki kita berbeza..

salam..
salam perpaduan..
salam 1 malaysia..
[mntang2 bru balek btn]

*comel kan hikhikhik


ak tahu..
ak besau..
kamu kecil..

ak mungkin besau, tapi sore ku kecil..
kamu mungkin kecil, tapi sore lantang mu mmpu memecah keheningan..

kita jauh berbeza nmpak nya.
walaupun dulu.....

kita seperti punya persamaan..
kita sudah temui ape yang kita boleh saling bicara..

oh..rupa2nya ak salah..
ak salah tafsir perhubungan kita..maafkan ak..


ak baru sedar kita berbeza..
sekali lagi maaf..ak baru shj tersedar..
siyes..selama ini ak xpenah perasan yg kita berbeza..
terima kaseh utk kesedaran itu..

maybe i dont deserve u at all..


baru kejap tadi ak ingtkan sumenye ok..
rupa2nya tidak.


seperti yg ak kate..
saiz kaki kita berbeza..
neither of us can afford to put our's in each others shoes. coz we're different!


tp, jauh disudut hatiku, ak harap, ak akan mampu mnjadi yg tbaek utk dirimu..
mungkin, suatu masa nnt, ak akan lebih sensitif..


akhir kate,
sambutlah salam sayang jauh dari desa pnggiran putra, kajang.

p/s:
maaf, ak x mampu kecilkan kaki ku, tapi ak tahu, ak mampu membesarkan hatiku..
besarkan hatimu utk ku, teman..

GIRLS AND CHOICES

salam..

everyone i know has got a reason to say

"can u put the past away.."

(lagu ape ntah)

arghh!!! susah nyer nak decide.

can somebody call 911~~ and help me to decide

banyk nyer keputusan yg perlu diambil recently..
bukan senang!
kalo salah buat pilihan, im a dead meat!!

okey..
inhale~~exhale~~haaaa
burppp..haha kenyang plak [beselah, kat umah sntiasa kenyang]

tetibe teringat one of the lectures..
women like to be given choice.

but it leads me to this..

do women really know how to make decision??
do we know how to choose??
i mean, it's troublesome somehow
especially when it comes to masalah hati dan perasaan,
women can be a way toooOO emotional and irrational.

our decision is influenced by the surrounding and EXPERIENCE..
ExPerience had taught me many things.
YOU had taught me many things.

and because of you&theexperience,
im afraid to move on my life with YOU,
coz i might be having the same experience over and over again.
tapi..at the same time,
im thinking.............
wat if im giving myself another chance??
looking at things in a brand new perspective..
guess it's not really a bad idea, huh??

but..wat if i regret?
hanya TUHAN yang boleh tolong..

p/s: can i put the past away??
hey, im not saying dat girls cant make decision, i just wonder if they're gud at it..

deeper conversation

kehadapan mira,

heee~~ thanks for the deeper convesation
i really glad to have someone who can listen and understand me..

and im glad to be someone who can be there for you too..(hopefully, im playing the role well)
till anther conversation
luv ya..
miss ya..


"Kadang-kadang bile kite keseorangan, kite mahukan seseorg menemani kite, mengambil berat akan diri kita, dan jarang sekali kita dpt apa yg kita impikan. Namun kdg2 kita lupa, kita sudahpun dpt apa yg kita impikan,kita ada Allah yg sentiasa menjaga, mengambil berat tentang kita. Yang menjadi masalahnya, sejauh mana kita menghulurkan inisiatif utk mendampingi Allah yg sentiasa menemani kita"


p/s: mende atas tu curi from redza..

hari itu dalam sejarah.

mak pesan...
kalo jalan tgok depan..
kalo nak lintas jalan, bru lah tgok kiri kanan~

hah! pe da jadik nie syamim..
jalan ke depan, tp tgok kanannnn je -_-"
tulah..spe lah lelaki ensem yg kutatap mse tuh..

* bukan gmbo sebenar..but dis is how it has broken

patah mase kat gelanggara..tpakse lah jadik cam cinderalla jap jalan xpakai kasut balek nona..huhuhu

p/s: no more high heels after dis..i give up! hahahaha

ketawa dalam tangisan

kenape ye??
lately terasa senang sagt nak nanges...
rase macam kosong..
kenape ye??
sbgai seorg perempuan, mmglah ak sensitif..
but dis time around, im becoming more sensitive..
and all i can say is, IHATEIT!
tolonglah, penat lah cemnie.
i wonder wat makes me like dis..

smalam..
kuar g borders..tgok2 buku..
tetibe bgenang!
juz imagine, i could simply cry without a reason!
and lately, i feel like giving up everything ive started..
for example..giving up being a teacher (no..not yet a teacher though)
ye la..npe ntah..
ive accepted the fate for quite some time but suddenly i just happened to quit.

hati ini terasa bengkek dengan dri sndiri..knape lemah sgt??
why do i have to give up??
should i give up??

devil says: give up je lah..theres nothing else you can do..lgipun ko bkan ade bakat jdik cgku! hua3! (mangkuk nyer antu)

the malaikat says: syamim~ syamim~~ think positive..teruskan..ini jalan yg ko pilih..bare with it for a while..im sure sumthing good will come at the end of the day =)

*taken from someone's blog

Mengapa harus berputus asa? Sebagai muslim, usahlah kita terlalu berdukacita dengan kesusahan sehingga menderita berpanjangan. Bangkitlah, bina kembali sebuah kekuatan.

Usaha demi usaha yang berterusan disamping doa dan kesyukuran ke hadrat Ilahi secara berterusan.

Allah SWT itu Maha menguji. Terkadang DIA menguji kita dengan sebuah kesusahan, terkadang dengan sebuah kegembiraan. Semuanya itu adalah sebagai kayu ukur buat hamba-Nya sejauh mana kekuatan syukur yang kita praktikkan dalam kondisi kehambaan pada Azza Wajalla.


btollah org kate,
waktu susah bru nak ingt tuhan kan..
xpe2..
mmg tuhan berikan kita ksusahan utk kita ingt pada-NYA..
kalo x susah, lupe mamanjang.huh -_-"


*kpada sape yg xminat dgn course yg diamek (like me),
JUST DO IT!! and gud luck!
ape2 pun..i will grow the kecintaan to the choice ive made..


p/s= lagu yg sesuai..bitterheart!
bitterheart2x..i try to keep it all inside~~