duhhh

it has been a week of practicum. out of the room as early as 6.30am and coming back as late as 5.00pm has made me drain out of energy. i have a lot to say but i just cant write many now, because school gives me fever and cold and sore throat. im so pathetic T__T.

Ya Allah, keep me strong and healthy.

Tonight

Tonight, i predict myself will barely sleep with closed eyes. I predict that im not gonna have a 'good-night-sleep' before it's even started. The practicum. It's tomorrow T.T..and i have this very overwhelming feeling right now that i feel like my heart is going to explode real soon. BOOOOOM! ahhhhh. im so terrified. The fact that my heart berbolak balik less than in a blink of an eyes is quite expected but im just not ready for it yet. oh no. i feel like "oh no, im gonna die". okay, big lol for me. i wake up this morning with lots of thinking

of what im gonna do tmrw? 

what should i bring? 

should i prepare a pre-lesson plan? 

what im going to wear? 

what kind of teacher should i be, the fun one or really fierce? 

can i even be a fierce teacher? duhhh

should i even bring the teaching aids on the first day?

 what time should i wake up for tmrw? 

what im gonna do with my small voice? 

will the students mock my voice? 

ahhhh. the thinking does not seem to stop till now. those silly questions and answers session in my head is doing no good. then i remember,

haha. stop worrying syamim. because the only thing i should be doing now is waiting. JUST WAIT. tp penantian itu satu penyeksaan.haha

okay, though i expect the worst to come for this prac, im just gonna try to enjoy it and beat the pressure professionally.

hasbunallah wa nikmal wakeel <3 cukuplah Allah sebagai penolong dan sebaik2 pelindung. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan Syamim dan Haziqa Anis serta seluruh manusia lain yang sedang berusaha dan bertarung dalam segala apa jenis bentuk pun. Kerana praktikum kali ini adalah salah satu perang utk kami, Ya Allah, berilah kemenangan utk kami, tenangkan hati kami, tautkan hati, lembutkan hati anak2 murid kami, supervisor kami dan guru pembimbing kami, berkatilah masa kami, redhailah usaha kami sebagai pendidik anak bangsa.

Semoga Engkau redha dgn usaha kecil kami.

NAK JADI HEBAT KENA SABAR!

things ive been doing lately is to constantly remind myself that everything that surrounds me is the tarbiyyah. for me to be better, to be more considerate, to have more patient, and foremost is to make me closer to Him. never regret. Ya Allah, make my heart grow stronger, tougher and healthier. People, make du'a for me plsss :)

p/s: to monologue is my pure talent

practicum is next week. this blog could turn out to be a teacher's- to-be  reflection thingy.

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:(
so i sad, im frustrated, i cried huhu
and i keep on thinking bout the things i hate the most.
tp fikir balek, i should never think about it. 
what for if it's only gonna bring more negative aura in me..
haishh.
so today, i decided to let it go.
im not gonna be sad, but be AWESOME instead! yeah!
sebab Dia ar-rahman, ar-rahim :)

p/s: datang dengan harapan, pulang dengan kejayaan! YOSHHH!

;D

dear friends,

tho i might not be the one to text you or call you everyday, but pls know that i remember you guys in my prayer everyday :) Wish to hold hands with you guys there, in Jannah ;D

:]

Sekitar Pilihanraya Presiden Mesir :

Mereka (A) bertanya kepada (B)

A : bagaimana kamu memilih Muhammad Mursi sedangkan kamu kristian?

B : Jadi siapa yg sepatutnya aku pilih?

A : Ahmad Syafiq !

B : mengapa ?

A : Apakah kamu tak dengar bahawa dia berjanji akan menghapuskan ayat al-Quran dalam silibus pembelajaran ?

B : Memang aku dengar. Sebab itulah aku memilih Muhammad Mursi!

A : Kenapa pula(pelik)?

B : "sesiapa yg tidak menjaga agamanya, tidak mungkin akan menjaga agama aku ( kristian )"


taken from: Kelab IKRAM Mesir

macam mana nak jaga agama? start dengan SOLAT. SOLAT. :)