Monday, April 30, 2012

Effortless

Effortless.

Tak de effort.

and yet expecting things are going to run the way you expect.

you made prediction from the start.

your prediction now hits the bull's eye!

no effort, no good result.

no practise, tergagap-gagap. duhhh

should i even be a teacher?

all the blames are to be put on you.

bukankah Allah dah pesan, Dia takkan mengubah apa yg ada pada sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubahnya sendiri..

one more chance. GO FOR IT!

practise makes perfect. you know your weakness, work for it! make it worth :)

Bismillah.


Ili

Bungkam, kaku..Ili terlalu kecewa. kecewa dengan manusia, diberi bunga tapi dibaling tahi. sigh.
'apa lagi yang ak nak buat nie?, macam2 dah try. penat tau', mengomel Ili seorang. Dunia dirasakan tiada makna. Dirasakan terlalu menghampakan. Lalu, Ili mengambil keputusan untuk berdiam diri, memendam semua dalam hati.

'Eh Ili, bangunnn..bangunlahhh. Sampai bile nak berkurung macam nie?'. Hari nie, dah nak dekat seminggu Ili tak keluar rumah. Masa habis dalam bilik. Tido, selubung diri, solat jemaah dibawah pun dia tak turut serta. Ili, sensitif sangat orangnya, cepat benar makan hati. Usikan rakan-rakan yang kerap mengajuknya, cemburunya dia pada rakan baiknya, senyuman tak berbalas, jelingan mata yang penuh tajam dipahat dalam-dalam, dipeluk erat-erat, diambil bulat-bulat. Dirasakan tiada siapa yang peduli perasaannya. Sakit hati katanya. Jenuh mempersoalkan penatnya jadi orang baik. Tp kenapa sume orang buat jahat jugak?

"Baiklah, kalau macam nie, aku tanak kawan ngan sesape, buek peghabeh bogheh je..biar ak duduk sorang-sorang, esaimen sorang-sorang, makan sorang-sorang, jalan sorang-sorang, biar tenang sikit, takde nak sakit hati, pfffttt"

mungkin Ili lupe,

Seorang muslim, apabila dia menggauli manusia, dan bersabar dengan karenah atau ragam mereka, adalah lebih baik dari seorang muslim yang tidak menggauli manusia dan tidak sabar dengan karenah mereka.  -  (HR TIRMIZI)

Boleh je nak sorang-sorang, tp jangan lama sangat, takut jatuh terus. Sebab dengan bersama manusia, kita belajar hidup. Dengan manusia kita kutip pahala, pahala sabar, besar tuu. Boleh jugak dapat dosa, tp dah tau nie, xkan xnak sabar kot? Kutiplahh. kutiplah pahala tuu. Semoga dengan kebersamaan, kita makin dapat mengenal manusia, belajar keunikan manusia.

Sesungguhnya, Allah dah jadikan kita manusia bersuku-suku utk kita saling mengenal, best kan?


waterloo park :)

p/s: great times, cherish it. bad times, reflects and be happy that you experienced it :))) Alhamdulillah


Sunday, April 29, 2012

Time's up

The time is up.

i've always knew that it's over.

it was true that it wont last!

so long, goodbye.


p/s: i learnt that the dunya attachment is just going to hurt you. by hook or by crook, it is just going to hurt. Belajarlah, pergantungan hanya pada yang Satu :)

Friday, April 27, 2012

whine?

Bismillah..


A: i feel horrible today!

B: maybe, you've been a horrible slave?


sentap. 

to whine and keep on whining, manusia kan?

maybe, it's about time for us especially me to reflect. 

why bother asking for a good day when you don't even bother to serve the Giver?

#takmaluke? duhhh

p/s: light up our world with du'a :)

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Warrior



One thousand reasons to cry out
Is that a life?
A thousand reasons to smile, I tell you why
Consolation to you tears I'ma light up your way


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God never promised you days without pain
Laughter without sorrow 
Sun without rain
But He did promise strength for you every day

Still in Tears!! Oh how can I not be sad
For my guidance was
Was upon your hands
Wrapped around, I pray, I pray you understand



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From my mother I learned
Never is too late
That's its always possible to start out again
You may feel you've stopped but you're just on your way







p/s: the lyrics are just meaningful. teaches about life. about how we should face life, and to Allah only we hang and place our hope :)


cry out to Him, He loves that :)  

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Cat


BEWARE!

cat attack!!

haha i cant believe that all the cats are affected by the news that they were about to be brought to Hammer Bay- utk keamanan sejagat. Seriously, right after the announcement made by Cikgu Kamil, all the cats went mad!

Their poops are everywhere and everyday. yes, they do poo everywhere and everyday, but this time around, all of its are visible, seen and right in front of our rooms- i mean my friends' room. and i just cant believe that i've seen that 2days in a row, right when i woke up for fajr. not really a good start, no?


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Cerita pasal kucing, teringat yg rasulullah sgt sukakan kucing! meoww :)

Hurmm, teringat jugak kak diana cerita macam mana cat steven memeluk islam. Secara ringkasnya:

Suatu hari, abg si Cat Steven nie pergi ke Jerusalem lalu dia menjumpai al-Quran.
Dia duduk membacanya dan ckp,
"well, dis is good"
So, he brought back the Quran and met Cat Steven who was at that time
was just saved miraculously from drowning.

Before Cat Steven was saved, he prayed that if he's saved from this,
he'll make sure to commit and to help with the religion.
Suddenly, a big wave pushed him to the beach and he was saved.
Yet, he still didn't know what and how and didn't find a way to help with the religion after the incident.

And that's the time when his brother get back from Jerusalem with the Quran.
the brother said. " dis is beautiful, the language is amazing"...
As he read through the Quran, he felt so overwhelming.
Starting from that he learn the Quran and worship Allah.
Now, he is Yusuf Islam :)


so, apa bezanya abang dengan adik tu?

sorang baca dengan akal, sorang baca dengan hati...

Baca dengan hati, masuk dalam hati, hadirkan hati kita bila baca. Hayati bait2 indah kalam itu..letakkan diri, fahami situasi. utk faham, baca terjemahan jgn lupa. There's no use reading it without trying to understand it. then, try to apply it. We're so gonna be a good muslim. im struggling to be one too. But trust me, baca, faham, amal, itu kunci kejayaan ummah :)




Rotorua- pokok merah :D


p/s: winter is almost there.

- 1 month and a week. living without fesbuk, i hope im cured from the addiction :)

- not anymore a twitter addict :)

- *dialog dalam cerita adalah rekaan* but roughly, that is the story told to me.

- people, jom join usrah!


Peace be upon you ;)