Sunday, November 22, 2009

bila saiz kaki kita berbeza..


salam..
salam perpaduan..
salam 1 malaysia..
[mntang2 bru balek btn]

*comel kan hikhikhik


ak tahu..
ak besau..
kamu kecil..

ak mungkin besau, tapi sore ku kecil..
kamu mungkin kecil, tapi sore lantang mu mmpu memecah keheningan..

kita jauh berbeza nmpak nya.
walaupun dulu.....

kita seperti punya persamaan..
kita sudah temui ape yang kita boleh saling bicara..



oh..rupa2nya ak salah..
ak salah tafsir perhubungan kita..maafkan ak..


ak baru sedar kita berbeza..
sekali lagi maaf..ak baru shj tersedar..
siyes..selama ini ak xpenah perasan yg kita berbeza..
terima kaseh utk kesedaran itu..

maybe i dont deserve u at all..


baru kejap tadi ak ingtkan sumenye ok..
rupa2nya tidak.


seperti yg ak kate..
saiz kaki kita berbeza..
neither of us can afford to put our's in each others shoes. coz we're different!


tp, jauh disudut hatiku, ak harap, ak akan mampu mnjadi yg tbaek utk dirimu..
mungkin, suatu masa nnt, ak akan lebih sensitif..


akhir kate,
sambutlah salam sayang jauh dari desa pnggiran putra, kajang.

p/s:
maaf, ak x mampu kecilkan kaki ku, tapi ak tahu, ak mampu membesarkan hatiku..
besarkan hatimu utk ku, teman..

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

GIRLS AND CHOICES

salam..



everyone i know has got a reason to say
"can u put the past away.."
(lagu ape ntah)



arghh!!! susah nyer nak decide.

can somebody call 911~~ and help me to decide

banyk nyer keputusan yg perlu diambil recently..
bukan senang!
kalo salah buat pilihan, im a dead meat!!

okey..
inhale~~exhale~~haaaa
burppp..haha kenyang plak [beselah, kat umah sntiasa kenyang]

tetibe teringat one of the lectures..
women like to be given choice.

but it leads me to this..

do women really know how to make decision??
do we know how to choose??
i mean, it's troublesome somehow
especially when it comes to masalah hati dan perasaan,
women can be a way toooOO emotional and irrational.

our decision is influenced by the surrounding and EXPERIENCE..
ExPerience had taught me many things.
YOU had taught me many things.

and because of you&theexperience,
im afraid to move on my life with YOU,
coz i might be having the same experience over and over again.
tapi..at the same time,
im thinking.............
wat if im giving myself another chance??
looking at things in a brand new perspective..
guess it's not really a bad idea, huh??

but..wat if i regret?
hanya TUHAN yang boleh tolong..

p/s: can i put the past away??
hey, im not saying dat girls cant make decision, i just wonder if they're gud at it..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

deeper conversation

kehadapan mira,

heee~~ thanks for the deeper convesation
i really glad to have someone who can listen and understand me..

and im glad to be someone who can be there for you too..(hopefully, im playing the role well)
till anther conversation
luv ya..
miss ya..


"Kadang-kadang bile kite keseorangan, kite mahukan seseorg menemani kite, mengambil berat akan diri kita, dan jarang sekali kita dpt apa yg kita impikan. Namun kdg2 kita lupa, kita sudahpun dpt apa yg kita impikan,kita ada Allah yg sentiasa menjaga, mengambil berat tentang kita. Yang menjadi masalahnya, sejauh mana kita menghulurkan inisiatif utk mendampingi Allah yg sentiasa menemani kita"


p/s: mende atas tu curi from redza..