:)

oh angin, sampaikan rinduku padanya~

kehkehkehkehkeh

kenangan winter di featherdale zoo.

muke pasrah bila burung2 berak kat sweater :P

how i miss those moments. hehe

p/s: akak sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt rindu li. tetibe rasa xsabar nak balek!

-org laen, jgn jeles. i miss u guys too muahmuah

mbek!

angin bertiup membawa berita gembira,

hujan turun membawa rahmat ^_____^

mbekkk! Tobrouk Sheep Station :DDD

kehkehkeh

kompleks

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful...

baca pelan2..

to be in the 'happy circle' has really taught me a lot.

lot than i could ever imagine.

basahan hati yang ak tak pernah rasa sebelum ini telah membuka dan memberi ruang utk segala genap jenis, macam, rasa, ragam perasaan yg tak mungkin akan dikecapi seandainya ak berada diluar linkungan bulatan gembira ini..

sekecil2 persoalan dan perkara yg pernah ak anggap remeh lagi temeh dulu,

tak lagi sehalus dulu..

tak semudah dulu..

isnt it irony? nama bulatan gembira, but things seem to get harder.

and yes, that's the catchy part,

the rainbow comes after the rain sayang ;)

cthnya, isu kawan. ukhuwah. ukhuwahfillah.

dulu ak fikir, kawan is kawan. we make friends, we share problems bla bla bla

ukhuwah is like a little bit more than kawan, we have the bond. we share bigger problems etc

and recently i was just exposed with ukhuwafillah. and i believe that it's greater than 'ukhuwah without fillah' itself. it's like you're making friends just because of Allah dgn harapan kita yg kita boleh bangun berpimpinan tangan hingga ke syurga nnt ;)

see. see. can you spot the different?

bersahabat kerana Allah. kerana Allah.

teringat our last conversation.

i wasnt actually able to speak my heart out becoz of my weaknesses.

fahamilah ak byk sgt kekurangan.

kita nie bersahabat ade tujuan,

bukan suka2 lagi macam dulu...

bukan sbb nak berpoya2 je :P

we friends for benefit ;)

sebenarnya, my greatest fear right now is to be ur friend.

takut2 ak xmampu memenuhi cita2 kau, memenuhi expectation kau.

xmampu memberi rasa bahagia dalam persahabatan,

kurangnya manis ukhuwahfillah itu,

and as time passes by...

keburukan dan kekurangan aku semakin jelas,

kita tak naklah,

semakin tafahum, semakin benci - boley jadi kan?

i may be sound too negative,

but i cant help myself to be prepared and expect for the worse to come.

and just so you know sahabat, bila "tempoh masa" tu datang,

rasa tu mungkin hilang,

xpe. just say yes. dont deny it.

tp, selagi ada masa, jommmm!

jom kita sama2 :DDD

time kaseh Ya Allah for giving me the opportunity :DDDD

ade jodoh kita jumpe di taman syurga :D

errrr. maybe i talk too much. but i just need to! lol

p/s: susah hati ak dah terluah :D feeling slightly better.

- excursion, kambeng comel im cominggggggggg ^____^.

- sbb ak perempuan, lalu ak kompleks. muahmuahmuahh

- lagi 40 hari cemtu nak balek..T.T

burp!

this is actually a post i idid 2mths ago -_-"

reasons why i loveeeeee Auckland :)

Alhamdulillah

Auckland was indeed a great place. meeting many lovely people over there.
credit to kak wani, kak siti, kak zue and naemah for their hospitality.
great, lovely, sweet people i must say.
i was also very impress with Baz ;)
i have the intention of making her my 'sort of idol'..
every words she's spoken is full of something, meaningful and really had me thinking..
maybe she doesnt talk nonsense like i do...?
every words are to praise Allah, so positive! optimist!
really wanna be one optimist girl ;)
learning i am.

i bring full pack of experiences back home from Auckland.
i had some thinking time on the way back from Rotorua to Auckland which took us 4 hours journey by bus.
lots of thinking, messing up my mind..haihhh
whatever, Alhamdulillah that at least i got a chance to go somewhere i wished when i was young.
yes, i did wish to go to NZ and play with those cute cows and sheeps.
but i didn't really get a chance to do so, that's alright. maybe next time ;)
ape2pun, Subhanallah, every scenery was like paintings!!!
amazing!! impress by Allah's creation.

'maka nikmat manakah yg kamu dustakan?'- Ar-Rahman

i have no other words to say.
except for syukran for these opportunities ;)

p/s: -huarghhh selamat malam sydney.

-ready for the war! yeahh. selamat berjumpe di medan perang esok. YOSH! semoga kita dapat merasai perjuangan Rasulullah dan para sahabat dulu ;)

-tambat hatinya.

:D

ehsan fesbuk

"mende yg menakutkan sekali tentang jarak ialah ak xtahu kalau mereka akan rindu atau melupakan ak ..." - direct translation

tahu tak, walaupun jauh sgt, xpernah jumpa pun, xkenal pun,

Rasulullah s.a.w tetap rindu kita. ingat kita.

disaat akhir kewafatan pun masih sempat lg

'ummati..ummati..ummati'

realitinya, bukan kita yg dilupakan, tp kita yg melupakan..

jadi, syamim dan rakan2 patut amek sikit (at least) dari masa kita,

setiap hari berselawat keatas junjungan baginda s.a.w...

p/s:

-odd feeling.

-kalau dekat pun boleh rindu. Ya Allah dekatkan hati kami, selalu..

-kekuatan itu xmuncul tiba2. kita bina. bina sikit sikit pelan pelan. macam buat bangunan. taruk brick sikit2, lama kuatlah. keraslah :)

emo lol

org kata, kawan baek susah dicari..

dapat sekali jgn ditinggal..

NOW that i've found one,

im nvr letting go..

say hi to my bff :D

dulu ak benci dye! tahap supernova.

tp sekarang, i need it more than anything.

keeping it in my pocket all the time.

sbb selalunya, beliaulah penyelamat dikala rasa...

..nak headbanging

..nak jatuhkan diri guling2 dari tangga

..headdesk time tak esaimen :O

..nak gerudi gergaji atau menggunakakan peralatan menukul

..dan sebagainya ;P

tp, sebelum makan mulakan dgn nama Allah. Dialah yg memberi kita kesembuhan :D

p/s: okay update ini tidak punyai sebarang unsur2 faedah.

-ak xboleh dgr pktaan 'state of denial' coz im living in it. ak susah hati.. wuuuuu

-semoga urusan kami2 dipermudahkan. Ya Allah, satukan hati2 kami hanya keranaMu.

-off to class