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In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful...

baca pelan2..

to be in the 'happy circle' has really taught me a lot.

lot than i could ever imagine.

basahan hati yang ak tak pernah rasa sebelum ini telah membuka dan memberi ruang utk segala genap jenis, macam, rasa, ragam perasaan yg tak mungkin akan dikecapi seandainya ak berada diluar linkungan bulatan gembira ini..

sekecil2 persoalan dan perkara yg pernah ak anggap remeh lagi temeh dulu,

tak lagi sehalus dulu..

tak semudah dulu..

isnt it irony? nama bulatan gembira, but things seem to get harder.

and yes, that's the catchy part,

the rainbow comes after the rain sayang ;)

cthnya, isu kawan. ukhuwah. ukhuwahfillah.

dulu ak fikir, kawan is kawan. we make friends, we share problems bla bla bla

ukhuwah is like a little bit more than kawan, we have the bond. we share bigger problems etc

and recently i was just exposed with ukhuwafillah. and i believe that it's greater than 'ukhuwah without fillah' itself. it's like you're making friends just because of Allah dgn harapan kita yg kita boleh bangun berpimpinan tangan hingga ke syurga nnt ;)

see. see. can you spot the different?

bersahabat kerana Allah. kerana Allah.

teringat our last conversation.

i wasnt actually able to speak my heart out becoz of my weaknesses.

fahamilah ak byk sgt kekurangan.

kita nie bersahabat ade tujuan,

bukan suka2 lagi macam dulu...

bukan sbb nak berpoya2 je :P

we friends for benefit ;)

sebenarnya, my greatest fear right now is to be ur friend.

takut2 ak xmampu memenuhi cita2 kau, memenuhi expectation kau.

xmampu memberi rasa bahagia dalam persahabatan,

kurangnya manis ukhuwahfillah itu,

and as time passes by...

keburukan dan kekurangan aku semakin jelas,

kita tak naklah,

semakin tafahum, semakin benci - boley jadi kan?

i may be sound too negative,

but i cant help myself to be prepared and expect for the worse to come.

and just so you know sahabat, bila "tempoh masa" tu datang,

rasa tu mungkin hilang,

xpe. just say yes. dont deny it.

tp, selagi ada masa, jommmm!

jom kita sama2 :DDD

time kaseh Ya Allah for giving me the opportunity :DDDD

ade jodoh kita jumpe di taman syurga :D

errrr. maybe i talk too much. but i just need to! lol

p/s: susah hati ak dah terluah :D feeling slightly better.

- excursion, kambeng comel im cominggggggggg ^____^.

- sbb ak perempuan, lalu ak kompleks. muahmuahmuahh

- lagi 40 hari cemtu nak balek..T.T