Tonight

Tonight, i predict myself will barely sleep with closed eyes. I predict that im not gonna have a 'good-night-sleep' before it's even started. The practicum. It's tomorrow T.T..and i have this very overwhelming feeling right now that i feel like my heart is going to explode real soon. BOOOOOM! ahhhhh. im so terrified. The fact that my heart berbolak balik less than in a blink of an eyes is quite expected but im just not ready for it yet. oh no. i feel like "oh no, im gonna die". okay, big lol for me. i wake up this morning with lots of thinking

of what im gonna do tmrw? 

what should i bring? 

should i prepare a pre-lesson plan? 

what im going to wear? 

what kind of teacher should i be, the fun one or really fierce? 

can i even be a fierce teacher? duhhh

should i even bring the teaching aids on the first day?

 what time should i wake up for tmrw? 

what im gonna do with my small voice? 

will the students mock my voice? 

ahhhh. the thinking does not seem to stop till now. those silly questions and answers session in my head is doing no good. then i remember,

haha. stop worrying syamim. because the only thing i should be doing now is waiting. JUST WAIT. tp penantian itu satu penyeksaan.haha

okay, though i expect the worst to come for this prac, im just gonna try to enjoy it and beat the pressure professionally.

hasbunallah wa nikmal wakeel <3 cukuplah Allah sebagai penolong dan sebaik2 pelindung. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan Syamim dan Haziqa Anis serta seluruh manusia lain yang sedang berusaha dan bertarung dalam segala apa jenis bentuk pun. Kerana praktikum kali ini adalah salah satu perang utk kami, Ya Allah, berilah kemenangan utk kami, tenangkan hati kami, tautkan hati, lembutkan hati anak2 murid kami, supervisor kami dan guru pembimbing kami, berkatilah masa kami, redhailah usaha kami sebagai pendidik anak bangsa.

Semoga Engkau redha dgn usaha kecil kami.