Tuesday, September 6, 2011

angkat


hari tu, ak berangkat ke suatu tempat.
jauh.
jauhlah jugak pada pengamatan ak.
sempat jugaklah ak nak bermadah pujangga dlm 'notes ipod' tu.
kalo ade org baca dlm tuu, maluuuu.
bukanlah rahsia pun, cuma apa yg aku rasa..

kadang2,
at one time, we gonna feel lonely.
LOST. and ive been in that situation for quite a while.
i tried to fight the feeling,
i went out with my friends,
talking to ibu,
went out again just to see other people,
calling, twittering, facebooking, whatever social networking,
u name it. i tried everything.
but ended up, feeling even more astray...

and really, those things that i did never succeeded in satisfying me.
mungkin masalah hati. betul.
ak rasa ada masalah hati. ak sendiri xsedar! pergghh susah nya.
how am i supposed to overcome this?

they tell me:
pegilah baca Al-Quran, dengar pun okay!
buatlah solat malam.
pegilah ke majlis ilmu.
kawanlah ngan org baek2 cam ak (okay nie tipuuu)

p/s: nntilah, bile ade masa, ak nak transfer notes curhat monolog ak kat sini. biar satu dunia tauuu ape yg ak rasa! muahhaha

ak selalu ckp ngan kwan ak nie, nak berseorangan boley syg, tp jgn lame2. dgr cite, org yg nak sorg lame2 nie cam kambing yg terkeluar dari kawanannya, lalu dibaham serigala..ishh. kau tak nak kann? ;P

i realise that what ive been writing is not linking to one another. yeahh, that's my problem in academic writing too..bare with me plsssss.

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