Saturday, January 28, 2012

Bulan Bintang


Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim..


this few days, ibu and babah has always popped out in my mind.
because i've been so rebellious over so many things,
being so sensitive-more to childish i would say -_-", so hard to please of,
and the worst daughter i think people could be.

i totally understand and realise that everything is my fault,
but sometimes, i just keep on bringing up issues like i know everything,
sedangkan, in the end, i know that is MY VERY OWN FAULT.
and even if im right, cant i just bertolak ansur?
be fair syamim..
arghhh, why do i love to get into fight??


ive been so careless in taking care of their hearts walhal i know that once people get older, they become even more sensitive. i have even filling my time reading this kind of stuffs in hope for me to be more aware and more understandable, yet still no changes.

rasa berdosa. im guilty.


:(





i just went back from sending off ibu n babah to erl - they're going to Surabaya.
i cant believe i cried.
this may be the feeling ibu has always said but i had nver cared to feel.

sedey :(((



"Ya Allah, kasihanilah mereka seperti mana mereka telah mengasihani ak sejak dari kecil,
permudahkan perjalanan mereka,
selamat dari marabahaya" amin.


p/s: why do we always hurt someone we love so much??




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