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Bismillah..

last week when it was the school holiday, ibu said that i didnt look good the whole week. i was sad that i wasnt able to show ibu that i was enjoying the holiday. i did enjoy it but somehow, the external pressure was so overwhelming that it had made me frowning without me realising it :(

as we grow up, we tend to focus on the big things, often we forget about all those little things that make us happy. [kredit: arif]

on the very last day, i do some 'gardening'. and to my surprise, i was really really enjoying it. and i remembered how much i love to play with soil when i was little. doing some hiking, exploring the 'jungle' back at opah's place, climbing pokok rambutan, and just drawing on the sand by the sea..those things that make me happy... hardly got that chance to do such things anymore.

now, im back in maktab..and glad knowing that im not all alone feeling so stress out huhu. got partner in crime balek kl selalu ;) and we were talking about this last nite and the only solution left is to just find at least ONE even SMALL thing that we love about this place and cherish it :D

hopefully, im back on track.

semoga Allah membantu perjalanan kami :)

p/s: i tried. and i will try harder. and i just have to try, it's not like i have a choice.